thoughts on the absence and silence of God :

I started to see loneliness as the fundament of this universe .
Often people think it is a curse or a disaster .
But in the beginning there was only loneliness , than love got created, things divided , there were many ...
So it is , the first feeling ever.
The start of something good.
The seed of yearning and creation .
It is the prime base of everything, the first ever felt emotion . It is the true connection with "God".